Saturday, 29 October 2011

As promised - The story that built Take My Hand.

I made myself...and all of you, a promise when I began writing this story that I would base all of Jasper's experiences on real life accounts of the 2003 Iraq War. Obviously, the personal tragedies have been fictionalised, and characters invented. Things have been embellished, played down, or just plain old made up. But, each and every story has been based on something that happened to real soldiers...American, British, Iraqi, Kurdish...it matters not. They are all men.

This news clip in particular inspired me right from the beginning. Imagine this from Garrett's eyes, from Ben's, from Jasper's...from Pete's if you dare...

It was indeed, a scene from hell.

Thursday, 13 October 2011

A Teaser...Chapter 54... (I'm officially in hiding...)

Edward POV.


Alice remained with Jasper, rarely leaving his bedside. She sat slumped in her chair, her head on her arms, her eyes blank. I’d been worried about her since Jasper had first fallen ill, but it was worse now. I felt real fear for what would become of her if she lost Jasper. She was his rock, his tiny pillar of strength, but he was absolutely everything to her.

We’d only witnessed them together for a few weeks, but we knew now that they’d been in love since the moment they met. I couldn’t imagine one without the other...it just wasn’t right. The unfairness of their situation made me angry...bitterly furious. It was just so unjust; they’d both been through so much already.

I’d loved Alice, or Mary as she was then, from the day she’d breezed into my life. She was this miniature, bright, exuberant, bundle of energy - always smiling and laughing. She brought light to everyone she touched. I’d only met Laurent once, but the change in her was evident from the start, and then one day, she just disappeared.

I barely recognised the girl we met at the airport the following year. She’d lost everything she’d ever had and more; she was a shadow of the vibrant girl she’d once been. I’d felt a real loss the day she’d returned to America, knowing deep down that she’d never be the same again.

She’d tried so hard to rebuild her life, to put the horrors of her past behind her and she’d very nearly succeeded. Even though I’d never been positive of the romantic relationship between her and Jasper, I’d noticed the change in her since they’d lived together. Little things, like driving and dancing. He’d given her a confidence I’d feared was lost forever.

But as I watched her keep her vigil over Jasper, my whole body burned with grief. We would lose her if Jasper died. He was the part of her she’d been missing and she would never survive without him.

Coming soon...

Saturday, 8 October 2011

Everything's Bigger in Texas Awards.

Happy Saturday, people.

Take My Hand has been nominated in the 3rd Annual Everything's Bigger in Texas Awards run by the Jasper's Darlin's Blog.

It has been nominated in the following categories...

Best Use of Jasper’s Scars in a Fic
Best Southern Charm Fic
Best All Human Jasper Fic
Best Original Storyline
Best Canon Jasper
Best Overall Jasper fic

Please head over and show Jasper some love. 

If you don't like my fic, you can always vote for IdealSkeptic, she's up for a couple too. That's who I'll be voting for!

Here's the link...


Much Love!

Monday, 3 October 2011

Chapter 53 ... A Teaser Of Sorts ...

Just a short one, I still have reviews to reply to before I can get the next chapter up. Enjoy...


Rosalie POV. January - 1998.


“Are you still here?” Jasper grumbled, dropping the book to the side.

“I’ll leave you alone if you promise to stop avoiding Emmett. I know you’re pissed at me, but don’t take it out on him.”

Jasper cracked an eye open and looked at me. “I’m not pissed at either of you.”

“Really?” I raised an eyebrow.

I didn’t believe him for a second. He wasn’t fooling me, I knew him well enough to know he was hacked off about something. As little as I’d seen of him for the last few days, I could spot pissed off Jasper a mile away.

Jasper sat up and eyed me steadily. “Not everything’s about you, Rose.”

“Oh yeah?” I shot back. “Enlighten me, then. What is it about?”

There was a long pause while Jasper and I appraised each other. I knew him better than anyone. He was my brother and, in some ways, my best friend. But he drove me crazy when he was like this, all fucking cryptic and vague. I knew he was pissed with me for hooking up with Emmett; the least he could do was be honest about it.

“What’s what about?” Jasper said eventually, grinning and closing his eyes again.

“Urgh! You’re so annoying sometimes. Why don’t you just say what you think?”

“About what?”

“About me and Emmett,” I ground out through clenched teeth. Why was he always so difficult? He knew I hated it when he ignored me. I’d rather he just fucking yelled at me.

Jasper growled slightly, snapping his eyes open and swinging his legs off the bed. “You’re not gonna give me any peace, are you?”

I remained silent, waiting for his response. Jasper always had an opinion, whether he kept it to himself, or not. This time, I wasn’t leaving until I got it.

“You really want to know?”

“Yes,” I said firmly.”

Jasper exhaled crossly. “Okay, I’ll tell you but then you gotta fuck off and let me sleep. I have to work later.”

I nodded my agreement and waited for him to continue, knowing that now he had agreed to talk, he’d explain everything to me properly. Jasper was nothing if not thorough.

“I’m not gonna lie, Rose, I’m in two minds about it. On the one hand, I’m pleased you’re finally with someone who’s not a total douchebag. But on the other hand, my best friend has been fooling around with my little sister.”

“I guess I understand that,” I said, frowning. “But that’s why we didn’t tell you straight away, Emmett said you’d be pissed.”

“I know, and I was...but I’m over it. I just have a lot going on. Let me get this trip paid for and then I’ll sort it out with Emmett, okay?”

“All right,” I threw up my hands in defeat, knowing that this was as good as I was going to get from him, right now. “But Esme said to tell you she wants you at dinner tonight, or she’s coming looking for you.”

Jasper threw up his hands in defeat. “That’s fine, but I don’t get off un...”

The crash of the front door reverberated through the house, signalling my dad was home. I rolled my eyes as I heard him walk into the dresser in the hallway. Jasper wouldn’t let me move it; he said it served him right every time he collided with it.

I turned back to Jasper, ready to begin another round of that particular discussion, it was fucking ridiculous. What was the point of just letting him hurt himself?

But Jasper wasn’t there. His window was open and his curtains were flapping in the breeze, but Jasper was long gone.

Sighing, I crossed the tiny room to close it, instinctively looking downwards to check Jasper wasn’t splattered on the driveway below. I was convinced he’d hurt himself one day and it scared me to death when he jumped from the second floor.

Not that I’d tell him that.


*TMH*


So, even teenage Rose has a heart, huh?