::Scratch::It wasn’t always like this, I wasn’t always like this.but right now, I didn’t even want to sleep,
because I didn’t want to wake up.
It was better to stay awake,
let the days blur into each other,
waiting until they ceased to matter
and I couldn’t remember anymore.
Forgetting used to be easier,
I had other methods.
These days, though,
insomnia was all I had.
::KM::
..."Wanna go walk in it?"
I finally tore my eyes from the swathes of fresh snow. "Now? You need to sleep."
He shook his head, cupping my face with his hand. "No, all I need is you, fucker."
Despite the icy breeze from the open door, I felt nothing but warmth as I kissed him, holding him close to me.
His rough, simplistic sentiment contained everything I knew he needed to say.
As he pulled me out into the deserted snow covered streets, I knew for certain he was all I’d ever need too.
That, and I was completely and totally in love with him....
