::Scratch::
It wasn’t always like this,
I wasn’t always like this.
but right now,
I didn’t even want to sleep,
because I didn’t want to wake up.
It was better to stay awake,
let the days blur into each other,
waiting until they ceased to matter
and I couldn’t remember anymore.
Forgetting used to be easier,
I had other methods.
These days, though,
insomnia was all I had.
::KM::
"As usual, she had taken my despondency and given me hope. As tiny and fragile as it felt in my broken hands, it was there." Jasper, Take my Hand. "I loved Jasper, not in spite of his demons, but because of the man they’d made him. I would wait forever and a day for him to open up to me, and I would still love him if that day never came." Alice, Take My Hand.
Monday, 30 January 2012
Saturday, 28 January 2012
Sunday, 15 January 2012
All Roads Teaser...
..."Wanna go walk in it?"
I finally tore my eyes from the swathes of fresh snow. "Now? You need to sleep."
He shook his head, cupping my face with his hand. "No, all I need is you, fucker."
Despite the icy breeze from the open door, I felt nothing but warmth as I kissed him, holding him close to me.
His rough, simplistic sentiment contained everything I knew he needed to say.
As he pulled me out into the deserted snow covered streets, I knew for certain he was all I’d ever need too.
That, and I was completely and totally in love with him....
Tuesday, 27 December 2011
Whisper.
My contribution to the Secret Santa Exchange...
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7680033/1/ Click here!
Banner by FrozenSoldier.
Apologies in advance for the shameless fluff fest.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7680033/1/ Click here!
Banner by FrozenSoldier.
Apologies in advance for the shameless fluff fest.
Saturday, 3 December 2011
The final list of dead and wounded.
Alpha 4.
Members of Jasper's original six man team have stars next to their names. Pete's team do not. If you're looking for Paul, (chapter 47) he's not there. He was killed in Afghanistan two years before the incident that killed Pete and the others.
He was a member of Pete's team, 4i/c and was replaced by James 'Jimmy' Miller.
This list is in rank order.
Any questions, let me know.
Don't forget, in return for a review of chapter 61, you can ask Garrett any question you like and he promises to get back to you.
*Capt Jasper Hale – Wounded. (1 i/c.)
Warrant Officer Peter Brennan – Killed. (2 i/c)
*Master Srgt Benjamin Toussaint – Wounded. (3 i/c.)
1st Class Srgt James Miller – Redeployed. (4 i/c.)
*Staff Srgt Paulo Raffinelli – Wounded. (Weapons)
Srgt Garrett Thompson – Redeployed. (Medic)
*Srgt Eleazar Del-Torres – Killed. (Medic)
Srgt Joshua Greene – Wounded. (Weapons)
*Srgt Ryan Holden – Killed. (Engineer)
Srgt Daniel Fredericks – Redeployed. (Engineer)
*Srgt Vincent Bradshaw – Killed. (Communications)
Srgt Harry Sawyer –Redeployed. (Communications)
Tuesday, 15 November 2011
Allow me to introduce...Garrett and Benjamin.
There's been huge interest in Garrett and Benjamin since they first appeared in chapter 55 so I thought I'd share the images that inspired the characters I gave them.
The image of Benjamin inspired a lot of this fic actually, I think it's quite a well known photograph.
Anyway...
I think it's obvious who is who.
One day I hope to find an image of Pete I can share with you.
And even of Jasper...as much as it pains me to say it, Jackson Rathbone just isn't this Jasper.
Anyway, welcome Garrett and Benjamin.
What do you think? Do the faces fit?
The image of Benjamin inspired a lot of this fic actually, I think it's quite a well known photograph.
Anyway...
I think it's obvious who is who.
One day I hope to find an image of Pete I can share with you.
And even of Jasper...as much as it pains me to say it, Jackson Rathbone just isn't this Jasper.
Anyway, welcome Garrett and Benjamin.
What do you think? Do the faces fit?
Tuesday, 8 November 2011
Chapter 57 - A Teaser.
Alice POV.
December 2006.
December 2006.
...It was strange, I didn’t feel as restless as I usually did on a Sunday, and I was actually feeling rather calm and serene. Even though he wasn’t in the house at that moment, I couldn’t help idly speculating maybe it was because I had Jasper to distract me.
Whatever it was, I was feeling the urge to be creative, so I dug out a long neglected sculpture and set to work trying to carve the body shape of the baby hummingbird I was working on.
I knew it was a bad idea even before I started. I should’ve known better. The piece had been Angela’s idea, I should have insisted that she take it on herself. Clay was her medium, not mine. Everything I’d ever made with it had fallen apart. This was no exception.
I was on the verge of hurling it through the window when I heard a low chuckle behind me. Glaring over my shoulder, I caught sight of Jasper at the top of the stairs, a newspaper under his arm, and the amused grin from this morning back on his face. The smile suited him, so I didn’t have it in me to stay cross.
“Hey,” I said, turning around and wiping my hands on a damp cloth. “Where did you sneak off to?”
“Just a walk. The phone’s been ringing all day, it was drivin’ me crazy.”
I nodded in understanding. “It does that on Sundays. It was Bella, right?”
“Yeah, and Emmett and Esme, too.”
I laughed. “Esme doesn’t usually call me, honey, that one was for you.”
“Oh, I know,” Jasper said wearily. “She left a message asking me to come over. I didn’t want to upset her by being a miserable bastard, so I just ignored it.”
“There’s nothing wrong with needing some space,” I said lightly. “To be honest, I normally unplug the phone on Sundays. I’m not usually in the mood for company.”
Jasper paused for a moment, and curiosity flashed briefly over his features. But it was gone as quickly as it had come, and instead, he stepped further into the studio, peering over my shoulder.
He inclined his head at the work behind me. “What’s that?”
I sighed. “It’s supposed to be a hummingbird, a young one, what are they called?”
“A fledgling?” Jasper offered.
“Yes, that’s it. But I’m having trouble with its head; it’s unbalancing the whole thing.”
Jasper moved passed me, taking a closer look. “Keeps falling on its ass, huh?” He shot me a grin. It was a smile I hadn’t seen before, and I liked it, his whole face was lighter.
I stepped around him, reaching out to show him the problem. “I think the clay is too heavy. It’s such a delicate bird, it just doesn’t work.”
“The smallest bird in the world,” Jasper said with an absent smile. “Did you put supports in the body?”
“Like what?” I cocked my head to the side. This was exactly why I didn’t usually indulge in sculpture. These things never occurred to me.
“If you put some wood in here...” Jasper traced a finger up the delicate arch of the bird’s neck. “It would stay upright.”
“Really? It wouldn’t make it worse?”
“Nah, if you put the clay around it, you wouldn’t know it was there.” Jasper straightened up and turned away from the drafting table, treating me again to that wonderful grin. “It works for mud huts.”
My own curiosity spiked again, but I let it slide. I’d promised him I wouldn’t harass him about his past, and I intended to keep that promise. Instead, I returned his smile. “I’ve had enough for today. I’m going to go downstairs and watch a movie, wanna come?”
Jasper shrugged. “I’ve got nowhere else to be.”
I held out my hand. Jasper reached out and grasped it, and my frustration with my work evaporated as he gently squeezed my fingers. “Come on, then.”
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